edging heaven's pivot, center of our navel, where yin of earth and yang of heaven kiss behind our organ's center to collide us into the ten thousand things. the harmony is in the flesh connection from celestial womb to world to mother to mother to mother to the belly button abyss, but sometimes i can't find it. wandering past pivot i meet my shadow being me. we take me to my ends where all my portals turned to holes and listen to the openings, wounds and ocean of ten thousand things, my blood lets me see my qi so i know i still can breathe. edging heaven's pivot and living within it. aka im emo lol