i never wrote i, but i didn’t wanted this, it just happened, no explanation, no words, just gone, empty, out there, unsure, insecure, just random thoughts flowing endless like water from the drain, wipe away, wow wait never meant you or anything, if this is about win or lose i never played, i thought long and hard about it, that’s a lie never thought about shit, maybe not long enough, perhaps i shouldn’t care at all, well i never did actually, so nothing new i guess, just a dump, this is it