Cameron “I got pregnant with an on off boyfriend, a moment of stupidity. It was a toxic relationship, like really, really toxic. Big, big regrets. So, I was in this apartment, it was my birthday, and at the time I wanted to keep the baby, and my friends were literally crying and begging me not to and I was like, Oh my God. I don’t know what to do. My hormones were making me insane. I was crying every day and throwing up at work. The morning sickness was so, so bad. People don’t really talk about how the hormones effect the mind and body. Big reason why I ended up having the abortion, the physical and mental stress was too much, it was the lowest point in my entire life. I talked to my gynaecologist, they give you the rundown, you can take the medication, like the pill, or you can have the procedure. I wanted to do the procedure, and they told me, you’re early enough to where the procedure will be fine and it won’t be that intense, which, literally fucking bullshit, they didn’t go in as much depth as they should have. The place was for families, along the walls are little Baby cards. Sitting in the waiting room with all these mothers to be and their husbands. And I’m just sitting there, like, literally fuck my entire life. And then I go in and I tell her that I don’t feel the medication at all. She doesn’t care. People should to go Planned Parenthood instead. I think you would feel a lot more comfortable. They are better equipped to do that procedure. They didn’t put me under, and I proceed to scream bloody murder, it was the most painful experience in my entire life. I’m screaming, they didn’t let the boyfriend in, which, at that time I would have wanted, to hold my hand or something. They gave me the option to put an IUD. So I said yes, because I never wanted to be pregnant again. Excruciatingly painful! Like, do y’all hate women? Like. I think you hate us, and you want us to feel excruciating pain. And no one comes to check on me to the point where, I eventually put my clothes on, and just walk out. they didn’t tell me I was gonna be bleeding for months and months, almost a year. I still have the IUD even though now I’m a lesbian. Life is crazy”