MaeAliceSuzuki

2023 was objectively the worst year of my life. Everything fell apart within months in a strangely divine way. I ended up in the hospital so often doing various tests I genuinely thought I was going to 💀 from my illness. If i had given up and succumbed then perhaps you wouldn’t even be hearing from me today, but I refused to let it define me. In many ways, I did 💀. The beauty of hitting rock bottom is that the reset button has already been pressed and the worst is over! I trusted the Universe with my life and lived in my state of already having overcome everything even though reality told me everything was supposed to be in shambles. I’m glad I ignored it and I’m grateful to everyone who kicked me when I was down, bc they revealed themselves and they certainly don’t deserve the privilege of knowing me now (I wish them the best, but bye!) During my time of reset, I got into the best healthiest shape of my life, and traveled to some of the most beautiful places I’ve ever seen. I truly lived like tomorrow wasn’t guaranteed. Travel healed, resurrected me, and EVOLVED me. For the longest time, I wanted to keep these photos to myself (there’s many more) because these experiences were part of my precious, private, fulfilling life. I only want to share it with people who deserve it. 2024 has been a TRANSFORMATIVE year. I need you to realize that you have free will and your mind is so incredible it can heal you completely. This is why I want to share my experience with people who want to live too, because even though i haven’t said this out loud… I care so deeply about breaking people out of societal programming. Give yourself your own roses now!! I’m embarking on the next level of my journey next Summer and I want to create even more incredible experiences, this time, alongside my community, MY people who also have the will and the drive to LIVE, not just continue on survival and living off of life support. If you want to come along with me, COMMENT “retreat” (i’ll dm you asap) or sign up on my website 🦋 I’m working on ideas where we can all grow and share incredible experiences together IRL. details are being finalized now and space is obviously very limited. 💜

dubai 2077

habibi land ✨ 📸 @peterergo

i’m finally on all major podcast distribution platforms as @stoicangels 💒 aside from my youtube channel, you can now listen to me on the go ☺️🪽

gone sailing with my silver play button ⛵️

today i reached 100k subscribers on youtube, which is personally poetic to me in many ways, but also because the 4th of july signifies the day of independence. independence from expectations, outcomes, and freedom to actually pursue your dreams. if you’re wasting your time in spaces that won’t even miss you when you’re gone, plan your strategic exit now and create your own space to pursue independence instead. your dream reality is the greatest gift and i am thankful for a fighting chance to pursue it. the way you respond to what happens to you matters so much more than the circumstance itself. you have the power to manifest your own destiny and trust that everything always unfolds in your favor. it worked out that way for me and i am endlessly grateful to every single one of you for taking me there 🌸 thank you for believing in me!

🌹 this will be my final DJ gig before an indefinite hiatus at Torture Garden New York on 6/29 happening at both The Red Pavilion and Chocolate Factory 🌹 alongside these incredible DJs: MÆDON, Joe Hart, Xris Smack ⛓️‍💥 eternally grateful to Dances of Vice and Faustian Society for having me DJ at Torture Garden since 2019, it’s been a dream 🌹

i stopped wasting my life waiting on others and got everything i ever wanted in return 🌏🕊️

amelie and i are the same cat 💜

tfw life starts to look like your pinterest moodboard and that everything is working out 🫣🖤

8 years in paradise with my rock 💍🥹🌹

lately :)