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Over a year since I’ve painted :) for groovymorning

remember when I used to paint a lot and went by groovymorning. #grandmakim #tofubeingtofu

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“Nicolette Victoria” @drugstarcowgrl styled and shot by me at her complex. 🦢🕰️🗝️🦷 A lot of the styling, the tone, atmosphere came from movies I had watched when I was younger with my mom in the early 2000s and these films have been engraved in me ever since. When I watched these films I was fascinated and admired the styling and all of the soundtracks. I wanted to be all of these characters when I grew up hehe. •”interview with the vampire” 1994 • “natural born killers” 1994 • “the mummy returns” 2001 • “queen of the damned” 2002 • “deathproof” 2007 needed to get these myself to see what’s really inside and I actually can say I love how they came out, it’s same satisfaction as finishing a painting of mine. Thank you again Nicolette for being here, for your time, for being open and trusting the process. Also another reasoning for this was because I built a dress using recycled back in January of this year (will be showing later on) doing this reminded me that I need keep out of my shell (living in my head all the time.) xoxo, grandma Kristina

background/bts of the vision I had in mind for months… these arent the final pics btw. :3 But finally got the courage to do it, had to time to do it and did it with the right person 100% (be mindful to who you bring around you please. Sometimes you and that one friend or that one person aren’t aligned so distance yourself from them, it’s for a reason most likely)…I don’t create/do my concepts as much as I would like too, but when I do it’s chefs kiss.. Thank you to those who like and admire my work, it really means a lot to me. 🙂‍↕️😔💋 xoxo

Mentally In Spain a lot of emotional damage and pain. - kristina Remember it (have ur flashbacks, ur moment) Self reflect on it Sit with it (cry about it) Think about it (cry as long as you need too, cry in the shower) Forgive urself Accept it. (Now write about it, keep this emotional, knowledge with you and pass it on to who needs it and who will listen to you.) No. I’ve never gone to therapy. I’ve tried never found the right one (throughout my teenage years to my early 20s nothing and no one), my art, my paintings have shown and exposed my inner/rooted issues, insecurities, my feelings. Not everything, but a huge majority of it. A canvas has always allowed me to express whatever I wanted. The canvas, the paint, the love I have for myself and what I see in and out of others is my medicine.

Desert Orchid 🌾🏚️🩰🌼 photographer and creative director: @melancholy.pimp videography: @jswa1 lighting: @sage.sage.sage.sage.sage.sage creative consultant: @dosglobal @auda.co makeup: @char.lefe gals: @savvyd2000 and I sunburn101

Me when my house is clean (my foundation first time ever being comfortable under a roof…), food in the fridge, and a pack of cigs. Boomshakalaka

@yvanna.ramos 🌿🍓 styled by me

POV: eye spy sage/lost n found treasure the lil creature was hungry and ate a lil bit of the cd Had the cd (Kitaro 1997) for three years and just opened it tonight. fugly Los Angeles=SPUN yes.. 🎀pantheress… :3