effeehawk

January 7 at @wondervillenyc we are playing a show w some friends @tylenol_asmr @effeehawk and @dusttoeat to raise money for a longtime tenant organizer to help her secure safe housing. If you can, please donate to the go fund me in advance of the show, as funds are needed a bit urgently… bit.ly/SupportFidele see u there

Decking…..❄️🎄💜💕

Its so crazy that this is going to be played in front of people in a theater. I feel so grateful to be included, and I'm excited to see other films as well (*´꒳`*) Ticket link is in my bio if you want to come. If it wasn't for @roribleu it wouldn't exist, thank you. 💘✨ @mix_nyc #mix2024 #mixfest2024 #mixfest #mixnyc

Endocast: A Non-Linear Memoir Efrem Hawk (they/them) | English 2023 | 20 min World Premiere With stream-of-consciousness narration voiced by Gwyneth AI from Speechify, this video memoir captures the chaos, alienation, and ultimately relief of one person’s queer coming into being. Composed of cell phone videos and photos, analog photographs, postcards, letters, Handycam footage, and other ephemera from the filmmaker. Content Warning: This film contains themes of blood, birth, violence, relationship abuse, and suicide. #mix2024 #mixfest #mixfest2024 #mixnyc #queerfilm #experimentalfilm

'Endocast: A Non-Linear Memoir' has been selected to be screened at MIX Fest 2024 @mix_nyc -- A queer film festival in NYC! My short film will be shown on November 23rd at 9pm at Quad Cinema @quadcinema -- Tickets for the fest will be linked in my bio. #mix2024 #mixfest2024 #mixfest #mixnyc

Next show is ✨🧚FAE FEST🌟 in Kingston NY! 🌿11/8 adv tix $12 door tix $15 notaflof tix link will be in bio! playing at... @nightswimkingston playing with... @barbi3ai @badcatch_ 💫see you there!!! 🌙

im working rlly hard u guyz 🍃🌾🌿❤️💯

Life Update: Heyhey!!!!! So, I did this experiment where I look less at social media. I got a flip phone and I started leaving my “iphone” (now ipod) at home, and that coupled with my TMS therapy, I’ve been feeling great. I suffered from severe anxiety and depression for basically my whole life. I started making changes and figuring out how to cure it. I could not accept that there isn’t a cure for mental illness and behold: TMS therapy. Did it for 8 weeks and I feel normal for once in my entire life. I stopped looking at social media bc I found myself comparing myself to others. Am I too slow at making art? Should I be performing more? Should I try making merch, or posting more? Etc etc. Well, I’m against merch tbh, waste of resources. (No offense to those who make it lol I do own band tees). And I have stage freight, and social anxiety, so more shows is not so appealing, tho I love playing music for people. Lastly, yes I have been slow with putting out music, or working on it, but I’ve been busy with life and living it, and in the process, loving it. Which, is new to me. For years its been a constant struggle, one thing after another. So I’ve been letting myself cruise. And in-conclusion… the art will be finished when its finished. And I will do whatever I want regardless. Being offline has helped a lot. My mind feels less jumbled. I get overwhelmed while looking through my feed. I love seeing what my friends are up to, and what shows are happening, and rad videos from my local favs, but I gotta break from it. The title of my new album is “I’m Still Alive”. Its not done what so ever, but its getting there. And I hope once its complete that y’all will like it. I’m working on a couple of singles, and I’m excited. These songs are more ambitious than the previous tracks I’ve done. The album is about survival, and grief. Surviving the grip of the hands of assholes, those who have used me, and treated me like I was an empty headed nothing. And grief for the loss of friendships, and relationships. Thanks for reading I know this is long! Thats all for now, stay tuned. :) thnks xoxox effee Ps) txt me on my actual phone number if u want 2 reach me friends!!!!

Effee 🔦

✨PRIDE SHOW ANNOUNCEMENT!✨ 🌈🌟A Nite of Queer Pop Electronica🌟🌈 ✨@wondervillenyc June 23rd 7pm✨ Featuring @reya.flowers @666toska @thecanvascollectiveofficial and me @effeehawk — accompanied with visuals by the versatile @verysleepy.flac 💖💞💕 ✨Tickets and the event page with more info about the artists is linked in my bio! ✨To make the show as accessible as possible tickets cost $10 in advance and $10 at the door. If you would like to contribute more to the artists, which is encouraged, a tip jar will be passed around during the event. 😇 ✨Please come join us to close out pride and celebrate the summer! Grab a hotdog, play an arcade game, enjoy the show, and be gay. See you there! Bring the ‘cule! 😘 #queer #pride #queermusic #electronica

Thank you!!!!!! @dommer_group @fuckcrusher @sub_rosa_band @hartbarnyc (*´∀`)♪

THANK YOU!!!! @666toska @thecanvascollectiveofficial @slaughterhouse_drag You all were so cool!!!🥺💘✨ lets plz do it again soon! @thebroadwaynyc